That's just it.
I don't even know.
I have to vent somewhere.
I am just...so confused right now.
Y'know when you send people messages,
and you SEE that they saw it and they don't answer right away,
you start thinking, "What's taking them so long?"
but then you think "oh they must be writing a long message"
When they aren't
In fact they're choosing to ignore you.
Even when you tell them that you can see when they see your messages,
They don't care.
They'll just keep watching you send more and more shit.
First you're angry.
Then days later, you're so upset and start crying because your whole weekend was
wasted on thinking about what was wrong and whats going through their head.
Yeah, I really hate that.
And this guy, even though the long distance relationship we have, chooses to ignore me.
Possibly over a joke my friends made up a day before this all started.
It was a joke that I died.
Because I'm moving, my friends wanted to make it legit and stuff.
When we were talking about it we were LAUGHING OUR HEADS OFF.
Like we couldn't even control ourselves, our ideas were so funny.
But this guys dad died.
So whenever he hears the word "death" or "die"
He gets all angry and starts freaking out about it.
I understand that.
But when it happens EVERY SINGLE TIME.
It just gets... ridiculous and over dramatic.
And I know that a joke about people dying isn't a good one.
Nor is it exactly funny.
Well it is to the person telling it.
But the other person would get all upset cause they wasted their feelings on a joke.
And...it wasn't like we were gonna actually do it.
I mean my friends were all for it, I swear they had blue prints stashed away.
But I knew about his dad, and I knew he wouldn't find it funny.
AND I TOLD HIM THAT.
Then later on that night he was going all "Why would you think that's funny?"
CAUSE I KNOW IT WOULD HAVE HURT YOU.
YOU ARE JUST SUCH A FKINSDGISNFDGLKSFGN.
Yeah at the time, the joke is pretty funny.
How he'd probably believe it and get all pissed after.
But the actual reality of the joke isn't funny.
What happened with him and his dad would make him upset.
Because he would have thought somebody else in his life he cares about,
had been taken away from him...again.
But y'know what?
That doesn't mean he has to treat me like shit.
I wanted to talk to him.
To see if he was okay.
I COULD have told him all this, but he refuses to answer me.
Like I've tried!
If I had screens shots of the message box,
it's filled with just me trying to talk to him.
So now I'm venting to you guys.
THIS IS HIS FAULT.
No, but seriously guys.
Advice from me, the almighty guru of almightyness.
Don't ignore people if they having something meaningful to say.
Cause it hurts, alot.
SO ANYWAYS, DRAWING SOME SEXY AQUA.
I THINK YOU GUYS WILL LURV IT.